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Wednesday march 23rd 2011 @ 7:28pm ( funny email sent from liala delgado) (6/10/2006)

 a joke sent from a friend of my mother’s (we knew in saudi) 

called ( smart girl email ) -joke- 
Ahhhhh finally a real woman’s answer you go girl ! 

A Teacher asked her class what do youwant out of life ?
a little girl in the back row raised her head and said:
 “All i want out of life is 4 little animals” 
the teacher asked “really and what 4 little animals would that be sugar?” 
the little girl said ” A mink on my  back/ a jaguar in the  garage/ a tiger in the  bed and a jackass to pay for it all”

The teacher fainted! 
 

Wednesday March 23rd 2011@6:53pm ( list of how you know you lived in saudi or your an aramco brat.. can’t remember where i got the list!)

1. You cnat answer teh question “where are you from?” ( and when youdo youget into an elaborate ocnversation that gets everyone confused and or makes yousound very spoiled.)
2.  You flew befor youcold walk.
3.  You have a passport , but no driver’s license.
4.  Youthnk california is cold
5.  youwatch national geographic specials and recognize someone ( actually recognize many plaaces!)
6.  you run into someone you know at every  airport
7.  conversations with riends take plac at 6:00in the morning or 10:00pm at night
8.  your life story uses the phrase “then we went to” five times 
9.  can speak with authority about the quality of various international  airlines 
10.  You live at school and go  home for vacation 
11.  you have ever had to wait for prayer call to be over to  finish shopping
12.  you know it is truely is a small world 
13.  you have ever gone to the “hammam” or endured a “shamal”
14.  you get allhth ejokes in aladdin 
15.  rain is still one of the most wonderful sounds in the world 
16.  you haggle wiht the checkoutclerk for a lower price 
17.  your wardrobe can handle two seasons: hot and warm 
18.  youthink visa is a document spamped in your passport not a plastic card ou cayy in your wallet 
19.  your dorm room apartment living room looks a little like a museums with  all the exotic things  you have around   
20.  you have sat  in a men’s’ or women’s section in an airport /restaurant/ hospital 
21.  you ask your roomate wen te hhouseboy is scheduled ot come clean 
22.  you have never spent a summer with your friends from high school because youall go back to yoru home town state country June – august 
23.  yougot days off for  christian and muslim holidays 
24.  traveling  to the states required buying candy, CD’s and abercrombie and ritch clothing for your friends back overseas.
25.  youdidnt know how to do your daundry until uou left for collee ( actually i had to learn for bordign school…. no laundry service at my school… but most bordign schools had laundry services!)
26.  one world “yalla” 
27.  you   call a taxi a limo and are confused when its not a mercedes … also  all ac mercedes busses…
27.  any time you submit an appication you  atttach 500 riyals to “help ” it along 
28.  you   think the speed limit is just good advice not something really to pay attention to  
29.  you start a stamp  collection from  your own mail 
30.  you start a  have a doll collection.. from all the countreis you have traveled
31.   you have a charm bracelet with  real charms from  real countries you’ve traveled….  
 

9.  you

repost of how many girls does it take ot make up one fake perfect girl?

so here is the question i posed to my old roomate scott renshaw when i was chatting with him last night online…. so how many girls does it take to ame up one fake perfect girl?

some has to be able to:
golf, swim, play tennis,  run, make a last minute picnic, be hostess to a dinner party, great with kids, animals,  be thin enough, tall enough, pretty enough( opps almost forgot that one and these shallow halls… sure want to make sure their girls are pretty enough HA! )   educated enough… oh and scott reminded me that  you can’t  have a “whore to door service  girl”… with out the whore part of it … HA!

so since no one really can be all those things… all at once…. and all the time….except for the girls who lie cheat and steal everything…. and about everything…. how many girls does it take….(?)

and how do these lovely conartist do it…. they use innocent girls to do ther dirty work… like a cleaning crew to make sure their house or condo (they break into to use for ther games)…  is clean enough… or a cook to make it look like they can cook… or a babysitter  to make it seem they are great with kids ?… or a girl   who can  play golf or can swim.. or can run… whatever the criteria… then make sur ethey all are baout the same height and weight… and can share clothes… or from the back of ther head .. if bychance you took a picture of them.. theymight be mistaken for the perosn who is trying ot catch er next victim… i mean  mate…HA!

gain another repost of the blog post…. how many people does it take to create the fake perfect girl

so here is the question i posed to my old roommate scott renshaw when i was chatting with him last night online…. so how many girls does it take to make  up one fake “perfect girl”?

this girl has to be:          and be able to:
golf, swim, play tennis, ski or other winder sports,  run, make a last minute picnic, be hostess to a dinner party, great with kids, animals, artistic, great decorator, nurse, teacher, great at sports, look great in all situations, musically inclined, and always smile and be happy,  and have enough energy to be up for anything, be sociable, fun, popular, nice, basically perfect at everything, al the time,   be thin enough, tall enough, pretty enough( oops almost forgot that one and these shallow halls… sure want to make sure their girls are pretty enough HA! )   educated enough… oh and scott reminded me that  you can’t  have a “whore to door service  girl”… with out the whore part of it … HA!  

so since no one really can be all those things… all at once…. and all the time…….. how many girls does it take….(?)   

and how do these lovely conartist do it…. they use innocent girls to do their dirty work… like a cleaning crew to make sure their house or condo (they break into to use for their games)…  is clean enough… or a cook to make it look like they can cook… or a babysitter  to make it seem they are great with kids ?… or a girl   who can  play golf or can swim.. or can run… whatever the criteria… then make sure they all are about the same height and weight… and can share clothes… or from the back of their head .. if by chance you took a picture of them.. they might be mistaken for the person who is trying to catch er next victim… i mean  mate…HA!  

then of course you cant forget all the supporting characters… the people who make the entire process possible.. the ones who get all the real girls out of the way…. and make sure that the only people surrounding the guy or girl… depending on the victim… are only  isolated and surrounded by their chosen “players”… then devise some sort of scene that will allow the  girl or guy to be just  great…. or look great anyway… and in the process you can’t  forget to make everyone else  look bad…..  nothing real about he entire thing… no real conversions… not anyone really knowing anything about anyone…. or any real situation… it all goes back to the TESTS the boys think will allow them to chose the girls they want…. but i can tell you from  experience going  through bad experiences just  to test someone is not….” like”.. or “love” or even “friendship” ….

I went out and bought two cds… last night… the one by Sara Bareilles called kaleidoscope heat
remember i have the song #5: king of anything  and # 6:  Say your sorry…. is now also one of my favorites…… 


the thing  about saying your sorry…. it doesn’t change a thing….. it really doesn’t make anything better….
here are the words of that song….(i’ll put them all in later….)

“say your sorry( wont you please) say your sorry say you’re sorry -circus of silence- down at our feet paper cut tigers starting to bleed – hang from your tightrope above  the mess just say your sorry no more no less 
words you won’t use..you  don’t feel them like I do……. 


 So what happened to real romance?… and real relationships?…. and having real meaningful conversations?… like meeting someone you dont know and want to get to know so you spend hours talking…. or going out on dates… sharing stories… and actually getting to really know the person!  

None of this lying to  be someone else…or manipulationg ….. but real honest to goodness relationships…. Sheesh….. isn’t anyone in this town normal anymore?   but also  wonderful…

Saturday March 19th 2011 (how many people does it take to make up one fake perfect girl?)

so here is the question i posed to my old roomate scott renshaw when i was chatting with him last night online…. so how many girls does it take to ame up one fake perfect girl?

some has to be able to:
golf, swim, play tennis, make a last minute picnic, be hostess to a dinner party, great with kids, animals,  be thin enough, tall enough, pretty enough( opps almost forgot that one and these shallow halls… sure want to make sure their girls are pretty enough HA! )   educated enough…

so sine noone really can be all those things… except for the girls who lie cheat and steal everything…. and about everything…. how many girls does it take….(?)

Wednesday march 16th 2011@10:00am( Oh boy do i have alot to say about the guests on Morning joe this morning JOE!)

Oh boy do i have a lot to say about  morning Joe…. first only  words of praise for ted dansen… and his book.. and his adventure…. venture into the education of  making people aware of the  ocean’… life… really liked his cause… and him… when i was visiting Beth serlin.. and  having lunch with a friend  barbara aguto…( who lived in La at the time.)… we were in Santa monica…and he and his wife were at the same  restaurant…. maybe it was that they seemed pretty normal..and real… not as plastic…or “wanna beeish”..  that struck me as really nice…  anyway.. hope his message gets the attention it deserves….i would hate to lose…. the oceans.. the life in the oceans…     
 when i was yoonger.. myfamly wenet onthis campig trip… to the red sea.. where my dad let us snorkle and see the marvels….. i remember vivid colored fish.. and coral… i’ve heard that it has all changed…. a bit… what  a shame… 
  
anyway…  

   I was babysititng at the port royal club yeserday… and love the beaches here in Naples… the most amazing sunsets.. the msot peaceful and wonderful moments… the  kids playing in the water…  some absolutely great moments…. being in Ras Tanura… the beaches… actually living  right on the beach for our last house….  really nice memories.. for childhood… and even as an adult… seeig nthe amazing sunsets… walking along the sand…

but what absolutely made me walk out of the room… the hippe…  who  was wealthy.and now lives in a trailer park! WHAT?????? claiming that money and material possessions are bad! that they are th eroot of all evil… totally misquoted bible verse… UGGGGGG!!!!!! all i can think of to say is STUPID>>>> STUPID!!!!!!
I CANT STAND adn honestly distest witha pssion people who pretend that money is bad.. that it is the ruin of all civilization… that it is evil….

THAT TALENT  YOU HAD   MISTER….. WAS  A GIFT…. THAT ALLOWED YOU TO GAIN FINANCES.. THOSE FINANCES COULD HAVE BEEN USED TO  CREATE BUSINESSES… THAT WOULD EMPLOY MORE PEOPLE… TO START FOUNDATIONS… PHILANTHROPHY….   should have allowed him to DO MORE! so much more…. whata  aste of a gift…. and i dont mean the money…. or even the possessions he used for himself. but just  the opportunity… what a waste of an opportunity….

now how is living in a trailer park..goging to make an impact on the world?… . how many lives can he change for the better?… his immediate neighbors?   In his town? in his state?  In his country?  in the world?  HE  had the opportunity to use his wealth.. his connections.. his influence…. to make a real impact… ( all i can think of to say… is what a stupid and small minded decision.!!!!!!!!!..! what a waste of a gift he was given…. !!!!!!!!!!) 

maybe i”m a little jaded… i heard all this “crap” from patric garland who was my roomate for a while… he treid to tell me ( while misquoting the bible as well…) that pruning…was good….  giving up everything..anything material and everyting material.. was supposed to be this nobel thing….  infact i even had people try to use misquoted bible verses like the one about the eye of the needle… and camel.. ( yep.. they thoguht that one was realy cute especiallysicn ei grew up in saudi…)  but i was told that that caring  about material pssessions..  was jsut this horrible thing… of course they  were saying these wonderfl misquotes form the bible while they were also stealing from me…. and then using the reasoning  that they were teaching me to not care about material things.. that by havign my pssessions stolen.. that  it was makign me less materialistic… and someonehow it was alright that my possessions were stolen .. you werent supposed to care about them… right?HA!   . UGGGGGGGGG!!!!!interesting  reasoning coming from  some of the thieves…..
oh wait.. they said the things they were taking of mine… were just  souvineres… ( to them maybe … but to me they were still my memories… my possessions… and no mater how you look at it… taking them was and is stealing… but now i’m oof the subject
…) speaking of the souvineres… that have been taken.. along with the backpacking  pictures.. and sorority pictures…and ear rings given to me by my father.. …i was in my closet  reorganiing a few things.. and found that i am stilmissing one pillow case ( small regualr… with little poka dots.. from a sheet set my mother gave me from bloomingdagles… and one monagramed face cloth that my mom had given me  for boarding school…. ) its jsut the wiredest things these criminals take!



anyway.. back to the hippee….. this person could have majorily  made changes for a lot of people..i mean really….. how many people ‘s lives can he improve now? he could  have…. started businesses…..  started foundations. ….

what the hell is he going to do from his trailer park?  how many people does he employ?…  even when he did have his manisons… in his manisons.. he had tons of people who were employed..right?….. he could have even  started college scholarships for his employess..  or if he wanted to do someothing for people he didn’t know… taken children from  a nearby school  or organization..   for further education..if he watned to stay in film… do a documentary… do something.. jsut dont throw away the opportunity… the gift you were given… when you decided you had enough… the excess… that was to be sued to make more money… when you have more you can do more…

Can his actions really help the people in japan right now?… by him living  in a trailer park…  adn with no money… what the hell can he do?.. ( i actually don’t  know if he doesn’t  have any money or does have money.. but if he doesn’t  have any money…. its not like he had this drug problem… or alchol problem.. or mental problem… right?… he didnt have bernie madoff stel all his money…. right? 

but if he had his weatlh his connections.. his inflence on people govermnemtn agencies..he actually coud have made a difference.. 

Money isnt bad ag all it gives youfreedom to do … 

I never begrudge my sister for having it all.. in palm beach.. I’m not even jelious ofher. i am prooud of her.. of her accomplishments… of what she has achieved.. i know that she does alot for others… tht she was by my side when we were growing up in saudi.. hadd the opportunity to achieve a  world view…. of people of situations .. which by the way was only afforded to us by having  the $ to do so.. and my moms entreprenurial achievemet of creating a travel business from  her home in a country where whe wasn’t even allowed  to drive a car!..and thatnks to my fathers choices in where he was going to work… alllowed us world travel…. and the finances.. gosh i hope the hippe doenst have any children… that he will begrudge the opportuities his finances could have provided… for  education… and travel … and  not allow his children to have ncie items… or a nice life… maybe teh entire thing is off balance… maybe his was new money and he ddid know wht he coudl do with it… or he somehow felt guilty for having it.. or
what ever his issues… i have no clue… but  maybe ther should be some sort of educational course mabye they shoudl be allowd t travel aorund the world… stay at nce pleces and not so nice places.. see hte real world…  adn then see wht opportunities ar out there… lke how much one dollar can achieve… in another country… or see what extra money can achieve.. or hell jsut go around america…. if you were goign to jsut throw awayteh opportunity to amek a diffeence.. see the faces of the children who wil die because of lack of funds for that medical treatment… or teh chdren who wont get the colege eduction tha tcoudl not only change ther lives but an entire generation… UGGGG!

I  think money is great..i think now… that money is one of the most valuable things there is…. so far in these past 7 years that is what has given the bullies influlence… has alllowed them opportunities to steal.. to cheat.. the manipulate… to run lives… or ruin lives… 

Somedays …I feel like i am in the middle of one of patricks stupid lessons… messed up lesson… where he wanted to take everything   away.. susposedly to make me a better person….oh wait.. that was gerards lesson as well right? UGGGG!!!!!

I am a changed person… from the once overly generous  perosn who would give almost anything  and everything…. to those i loved and cherised and even to aquaintences.. and often times stranges.. this entrie “lesson” has  made me think and about 9 times out of ten  adn then make the choice to not do what i would be inclined to do….or what i used to do…  I mean i ‘m not  mean or anything about it.. i dont lie..I dont cheat or steal like th  horrid peope ive come across… but  instead i jsut started  to do what everyone  else does. i thnk of myself…adn make sure i have enough before givning something … s   it still really feels great to give form the heart.. but myheat has ee so disappointd in people… andin the selfishness of people… that allther influences have changed how i view people….  istead of giving out unconditionally…. like when i believed the world had more  than enough…. 




i have to know that i will keep it ne . who does he think actually gives the grants?.. or makes possible even theavailability of the arts for the disadvantgaged? or even sports… which imparts lifelong lessons in sportsmanship… 

he mentioned tha his dad helped @ st judes… I didnt catch the entire speech.. because i literally had to walk out of the room… i jsut couldnt believe the  things spewing out of htis guys mouth.. i mean he couldnt be for real…. right? 

What is so wrong with  having nice things> Imean oprah…. if she hadnt been sucessful.. he wouldn’t  have been alowed the oportunity to do the angel network? was that what it was called? wehre she was able to  help others… 

or even kappa alpha theta.. I was in charge  of philanthrophy… for our alumani association… at christmas time… donations and gifts… gift cards…  the women who helped… make a difference.. otherwise without money… they opportunities wouldnt have existed…. 

COULD YOU PEOPLE GET REAL!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Wednesday march 16th 2011@ 12:22am( guess what?… i’m supposed to be engaged!)

yes you read correctly… i was checking my emails this evening.. a bit late but to my surprise i received an email  congratulating me.. on my engagement….. and letting me know the proper steps to  prepare for the great wedding…. all this  from peggy post… ( who is a kappa alpha theta like myself….and  in my alumni association here in naples….) and the emily post institute! …..

I just didn’t know whether  to laugh.. or to cry… so i did both! …. then i wrote this email to my old roommate.. who i think is still a friend… and i wondered.. another case of mistaken identity???? the same name.. in the same sorority…. or should i be worried again about identity theft… so will also put this email in  the my search for justice  blog as well…. shesh…. pretty bold if it is identity theft… to make sure that not only some of my sorority pictures were stolen… then also to make sure to get an announcement  for  my sorority…. i mean really bold…. ( of course i have a few other adjectives..HA! i could use… )  but will save those for private time in the car.. or in my home.. where all my frustrations  are allowed to come out…
 

Hi Scott…                                 Tuesday March 15th 2011

Did that get your attention?  HA! well the congrats announcement from  Emily post institute sure got my attention.. so not only did some little girl steal my sor. pictures… and my name.. and i guess my future husband( ha… ) i guess she is engaged.. will most likely be stealing all the presents i would ( like any of the other holidays… like my last b-day… and christmas… etc….)  be getting and all my friends  congrats… Sheesh… will this never end!  Iso hate wanna beeeeeeeeeeeessssss…but htis is worse.. its actually fraud… and theft…  adn  really…..idenity theft….. but it makes perfect sense since I am babysitting up a storm… I knew it was for weddings or engagements..parties… even just  regular spring break….usually it’s anything to KEEP me out of the way….( how sweet and thought ful..right?…..if they had anything to do  with it…that is exactly wht they have done in the past!…. but a lot of times it was to break into my home…. sheesh!  ) 

 

I have been thinking alot about the past…  when i was 18…. and left here after high school… to go to school in france.. i should have never come back… i woudln’t  have met gerard ahler… never been bullied.. never had to meet the  dreaded ohio state whore… i mean bully and trespasser… karen kahel… and i would  have been able to succeed and have a great life.. business  family children.. and never met any mean and horrid selfish people and the scummy criminals whove ruined everything….  wish i could go back and have done that….  even now i wish it…. that or a 10 million dollar  winning lottery ticket… 

 

babysat for some people and the one son looked a lot like you… you and your  look a likes.. you’d

better keep better  track of all of them….. sheesh…

 

anyway.. found  some great old cards from when my sisters and family and friends  knew i was alive…. and actually really loved and liked me… and along with pictures.. and all sorts of things… I  am missing a page (1) letter from a friend  i made while in cap d’ail…. from  the script writer friend i have… Beth Serlin….

do you thnk if i ran away now… that the little scummy imposter will just  keep on living my life?  It’s a shame that this entire town … allows it to happen….youthink someone would have morals.. values…and ethics… but what can you say about actores…i mean conartists.. i mean liars…cheats and thieves… and their “whore to door service girls”… I hope and pray that  there is a just god…  and stops all this soon…. no more lies.. no more manipulations… and no more stealing of my real life! and he better step in pretty quickly…    I’m really tired of it.. you know my life was jsut as valuable…. if not more … i was never fake!

 

I was going  to write this entire episode in my blog… www.mysearchfor justice.com my blog www.mygingerbreadman.com.. but i think i just may copy and paste this email that i am sending to you… its easier and its getting late…  and i still need to say my novena…   

If you hapen to run into any of my friends or family… please let them know.. i’m not getting married… no real dates for that matter…in …. forever…. please tell them to stop giving all my life… or hopes and dreams to all these fakes…  and please tell them…I really  really love them and miss them….thanks…. luv mary jean ziska 

A Tender Loving Care Service

Mary Jean Ziska   Assistant Director whatabtmary@yahoo.com



Fri. march 11th 2011 @ 8:56pm ( thoughts of returning student days… night time pick up at the dhahran airport..and breakfast… no matter what time!)

so last night… after babysitting, I went to say my novena… then get gas…  ( mobil on the  run. ton of police cars and one limo… couldn’t have felt safer!HA! ) … then home… and was a bit hungry so had breakfast…at midnight! 

blueberry pancakes…
 
I  was flooded with memories of returning student days.. of flying into the Dhahran airport the night lights of the  air strip… the rush of heated air when the doors open and walk down the stairs to customs..( yes it was that long ago when there were stairs that you had to walk down and walk into the terminal or to a bus that woudl take youto th eterminal….  then  after customs….  seeing your family… and at last….. home… and special time…. long talks about the trip… then about school… then about  anything on my mind…  really great memories…  and of course accompanied  with breakfast …. no matter what time…. and anything I  wanted.. .  eggs.. pancakes… anything that was for breakfast….

I will always remember those special nights and special  times…. of course  breakfast last night   was yummy…( I had heard this recipe.. where you add vanilla and  cinn. in the pancake batter with the  blueberries… I had made them and frozen them…. so it was nice and easy but what I missed was the conversation….  but it did bring back all the memories…  Ahhhhh sweet memories…. 

Tuesday March o7th 2011 @9:27pm ( positive afirmations by mary jean ziska)

When i was going through my posts and found my post of my affirmations but it wasnt finished… i could have sworn tht i had written allthese out… but itwas pretty much blank….  so these are affirmations…wihses dreams goals… whateer you wnt to call them… but if given a perfect life..ones with no restrictions… this is the life i would  have… these are the gifts to family and friends I would make… and….

Positive affirmations by mary jean ziska
( written July 10th 2008)

I am so happy and grateful now that God blesses me and…..

1.  I have an overabundnce of all that is great/wonderful and nice in my life

2.  I am a multi millin dollar winner of the florida state lotto lottery

3.  I am a successful in life/ in love/in business 

4.  I have more money than i could ever spend in my entire  long lifetime.  I have an unlimited amount of money and financial resources at my disposal  all the time.

5.  I invest intelligently adn have profitable investments

6.  Abundant amounts of Money come to me daily and easily and frequently and honestly and in my own name.

7.  I succeed at everything i attempt and i get credit for the success

8.  I am surrounded by real God derived connections in freinds/family/loved ones I will live my entire life surrounded by peole who are divine connections and who truly, honestly love and cherish me and each other.  

9.  I am very healthy in  all areas of life ( physically, socially and emotionally adn spiritually) happy energetic and fit.

10.  everyone that i meet in  my life or surround myself with is happy healthy and is a positive influence, and a mulitonnarie with no issues or problems are honest and nice, helpful and honestly like me

11.  I have a family who loves me wants the very best life can offer me, is honest moral and has class, style poise and taste 

12.  I have a family who loves me and anjoys spending time wiht me and likes spenidn time with me and asks to frequently do activities with me such as yachting, shopping, movies, vacations, spa treatments, theater, meseums, functions, dinners, lunches, brunches, church,  and who calls and keeps in contact dailywith positive, joyous messages and great ositive and happy news every day! 

13.I have an amazing family that has great lives of ther own and together we are unstoppable they are all successful each member of my family is successful and they create happiness, greatness, wealth and prosperity everywhere they go!

14.  God blesses me every day adn i am grateful for teh blessings!

15.  I wond a beautiful fully furnished beach fornt pent house condo inteh enclae located at 4601 on gulf shore blvd. anaples flroida tha is completely paid off adn had a lifetime of maintence fees paid for in advance.

16.  I am blessingmy birthmother adn DNA verified mother wiht her own beach front  condo in either teh triese ( 8787 bay colony florida naples flrida)  where she can enjoy her retirement.  At the residence she will have a personal chef adn a staf to take care of daily maintence and chores.  

17.  I am blessing my birth and DNA verified father with a luxurious haome in Palm beach flrida one block form my sister’s home wher ehe can enoy his retirement adnd be close to his grandchildren.  At the residences he wil have a persoanl chef adn a staff to take care of daily maintence and chores. 

18.  I am blessing my birth and DNA verified sister  youngest sister with paying off her homes in Plm beach flrida and in colorado.  at teh residence she has a personal che adn staff to care ofr alldaily maintence adn chores.

19.  I am blessing my birth and DNA verified  middle sister  wiht paying offher home in palm beach florida at the residence she has a personal chef adn staff for car fo alldaily mantence adn chores.  

20.  I also own a beautiful and luxurious home onteh beach in palm beach one block away orm my DNA verified sister adn father.  At teh residence i have a personal chef and staff to care for all daily maintence and chores. 

21.  I retain ownership and completely paid off condo in naples florida. profesionaloy furnished and available for myself oar for  friends  or family to visit at the residence i have a personal chef and staff to care for all daily maintence and chores.


22.  I deposited teh 100 million dollar check in my safe /secure bank where my money and safe deposit boxes are ultra secure and able to be accessed only by me and verified throught helatest technology using biometric access processes.

23.  I have amazing accountsants and bankers who are trust worthy, honest and moral.  they assist in maintaining accurate accounting of all financial matters and assist in creating wealth and safe secure methods for only me to utilizeteh accounts.

24.  I make a positve difeence in theis world through philanthropy and asit in making dreams and wishes come true.

25.  I am truly ,honestly loved by my true soul mate and will be married and live happily  ever  after  for  real 

26.  I am able to bless everyone ( friends and faily especially!) that are good adn  kind and ncie to me.  Iam constantly able to bless them allthe time and wiht special personal gifts and favors.. ( and see them pass along goodness and blessings to others)

27.  I have a safe, secure life, for myself , for my famly, and for my extended family.  I wil lhave additonal body gurds if needed ) the latest in security technology foru ourhomes secure phoen lines an dcomputer lines and ma able to keep and maintain a safe secure envirement everywhere i go.

28.  I travel aorund the world an dvisit allmy friends /family allthe itme and a t a monents notice.. an onmy onw private plane or car or yatch.

29.  I am able ot make new /nteresting divine connections and have amazing influential friends in my life every day!  Mulitonaires who are mentors, frinds and guides throughout my life! who asist in making my swihses and dreams come true to allow me to have th ebest happes and most fulfiling life possible so tha i can in return help others!

30.  I have many  amazing, ture and honest freinds! I will maintain these freindships thourout my entire lifetime!

31.  all the people i know and meet will be prosperous, generous mulimilionaires who are passionate about life and make a positive difference ini my lfe and in the world!

32.  I have only the  best and finest qualities in  freinds, material possessions, accommodations and in all areas of my life!

33.  I am achieving many additional degrees and certification and am completig many course and seminares  including harvard executive education courses.. an MBA and possibly continue for a doctorate degree form an ivy league school.

34.  I am creating numerous prosperous business blessing people  wiht fulfilling their passions theri dreams hopes and joob fulfillment alog with being a capital of industy i am bale ot give back to athe comunity adn ecomomy through my successful businesses.

35.  I have a minimum of 10 homes all paid off,  all rofessionally decorated, and all available for myself /myfirneds and family to use with my permission.  Each home residence will have  a personal chef and staf to care for all tdaily maintence and chores.

35.  homes:locations:
a.  penthouse beach from condo in napels florida
b.  condo  onthe beach in bay conoly with ritz access
c. condo at tiburon with golf access and ritz access
d.  home in palm beach a block
from   my sister and father
e.  one home /villa in Monaco
f.  one home/ villa in switzerland
g. one home in Pais
h.  one  home in australia or hawaii
i.  one home in greece… on a ncie quiet island
j.  one home conso in dubai
k.  one home /condo in california
l. one home/condo in vail colorado

transportation:  own a jot for travel / own a yacht for travel adn vacations/own cars at each of the homes:
cadillacs suv hybrids/ bmw/ mercedes/ porche/ rolls royce/ bently

36.  I am protected form all harm evey minute of every day of my life
 fromhackers/ fakery/ fraud/ manipulation/ con artists/ trespassers/ bulling/ idenity theft/imposters/ any mean selfish eveil person who steals businesses, ruines reputations, ruines relationships, family, ruines reputation, and has selfish and manipulative motives andintensions that harm my life or the lifes of my family or friends.

37.  i am always anad throuout my life protected from anyone who oudl ever hurt aor abuse me or steal form me or bully me or harm me in any whay shape or form!

38.  I live a happy , safe secure and abundant life full of peace laughter and joy.

39.  I have an amazing designer wardrobe in each of my 10 homes.

40.  I have a personal assistnat and stff whoare honest, moral, trustworthy adn oyal and love ther positions because i can provide them wiht additional fulfilment of achieing theirown personal goals and dreams.

41.  I have a personal trainer and work ato achieve a ver well defined thn and healthy, fit body. 


42.  I have the best haridresser/ spa treatmens and maintain manicures, pedicures massages for maintence and enjoyment.

43.  i have impecale etiquette and manner in all occassiona but i am still allowed ot be my bet self possible and am genuine, real, nice sweet intelligent and still have fun!

44.  I will live a long an d fulfilled life and leave a wonderful legacy.

45.  I am so happy and grateful now tht God listens and answers and grants my prayers requests, affirmatons and wishes every day!


Tuesday march 7th 2011 @5:10pm ( lifelapse …. also from wsj today)

There was a really cool video that had three creators of a product called  
 life lapse.. If I understand it correctly it’s aim is to capture  life on the go from a first person perspective…. they explained it to be like the data from  twitter but with a video… when i first saw the video i thought of lots of possibilities….
 

found the video under:  wsj for  all things digital 

http://www.thelifelapseexperiment.com