pretty rotten prople right?? the ones who take everything you do or say and try to make it all wrong? yes its been happening from a bunch of false friends.. for years now… the fake moms ( who ar e usually the next 22 year old whore to door girls….)who are actually trying to make themselves look great while putting eveyone else down… .the ones who really want to meet the people you already know.. or date the guys you meet… or could meet…
they manipulate situations so you end up eating or haiving the same thing that a certain person usually does… so then all of a sudden you are supposed to be that person… wierd huh? like someone would want to be a replacemnt part for someone else… and by being bullied into having or wearing or whatever…. then all of a sudden your stuck with a bunch of people thinking you are somone youare not… and the really mean thing is its done on purpose… at least the mean girls do eveythign to ruin my life on purpose….. with full intension of using someone ( me or someone else unaware.. who can be blamed for their ill behavior.. or for their lifestyle… or even jsut freakishly being from a different country.. or what ever they need to get a way with…. and it is mean and rotten!!!!
an example of wierd….like when i didnt want to eat the omlet with peppers and spinach.. ( dont like that al all but it wasn’t my house … so didn’t say anything…
same thing happened with thanksgiving this year…. dint go to th eritz… bu tthat was because i was supposed to be out of the way.. an i someohow got a really poor family who didnt eat real thanksgiving food… carrots.. which i hate.. and hummas..( i like but not on thanksgiving.. and all kinds of wierd stuff… done on purpose
I had people decide i was spanish because mysiter is a veritarian and when i would go and visit her in palm beach somtimes we ate black beans and rice…. because she thoguht of that as a source of protein.. but then i got all these peole who thought i came form miami.. and had family in miami… no i do not and no i am not….
i went over this in another blog entry.. about freaks who think they can qualify you based on what you eat.. or how you dress ( which is very scary since i had so many girls steal clothes.. i have no idea what the hell they were doing in my clothes…. UGGG)
but is everyone out there completyly fake and wacko? i am really tired of it… i not only have to prove who i am… and that almost all the bad tales told about me were a bunch of lies. but then have to make sure that these people and ther selfish intensions don’t ruin anything i am trying to acomplish… and see if they are actully trying mess up my life by manipulating situations… why? because all ther wierd stories. can either help or hurt … and i have no clue as to why….
like the situation wiht yesterday… leaving a note about a movie… for wess….. kinda bullied into that.. especially when i don’t know him…. felt like the buling of having roomates i didnt ask to have… or anything really without my being able to say no….or having the option of saying no… and for what purpose… i want ot pick freinds based on how they are… who they are.. and i am sure going ot take my time since so many people have proved themselves to be so horrible….
but since someone who does these manipulative things.. usually wants somehting fo rthemselves at any cost… like wanting to date the guys who looks like scott renshaw.. or any number of fakes… then i am supposed to look like i am dating someone… or be out of the way… really great girls right?
or the people who take a situation they know no reason fo rand make up some lie… and i have todefend a simple action…
like having a bunch aof LV locks on my purse….and turn it into some problem or something worng to do…. or now…. it is that i put my purse into a larger bag… that closes.. the purse i have now ( th eone who already ahs a replaced zipper ( osnt ask me how since i nver did it… and i bought it new…. ?????) anywya…. the zipper is broken so this larger bag will hold that and has been helpful for files and anythign else i want to thow in there instead of putting in my brienfcase….. and it helps to keep it closed( the purse that is…) …….since i am tired of having the 5 finger criminals steal any mankup or creams or even anythng they can get ther chubby little hands on…. .this is a little bit of a deterient….so now it is wrong to have this big purse/tote or bag…
jsut like it was wrong ot have all the babysitting supplies in my suv… someone being prepared with all sots of activities.. and having neat bins organized by activities.. was a problem for some mean girls who tried ot make it sem that i had so many things because i had to carry everthing i owned… as if i was homeless… yes mean and rotten lies…. jsut plain and simple fictiuos rotten lies…
one girl wanted to make it a big deal if i had a lot of keys.. another wanted to make my clothing seem bad.. or my hair.. or what ever they could pick on… jsut rotten… dont you agree? what hapend to real freinds? i miss my real friends …. they were wonderful.. they would be nice and supportive of you rlife you plans and your goals… they actually liked you and wanted to help to make your life better.. not belittle you or make you seem less important .. orworse yet…. that your life and your wants or goals or dreams weren’t valuable at all…