start of with  a family … a mom and dad who  could  help with the morals or lessons…then all the adventures for one or maybe all of the three children…. 

then we were going over all the actual  adventures that we as a family got to have…

like…..
travels to tree tops… or tiger tops …. or the african safari…. or  write a story about my younger sister’s  horse….. going from cart horse not using hanifa but lady oh as main character…   to a winner of gymkanias….

*camping trip  at red sea in Saudi
* dog with worms in brendize Italy
* barbie doll cooking and fire ( me and a friend Kathy…. )
* riding a yak on mount Everest
*taking a sharkara boat in Kashmir
* adventure in Australia
*India …. taj mahal
* bat in house in st. croix
*lay over shoping  in Paris
*nipper eating lamb roast
* car stuck in mud
shopping and seeing fountains in Rome… Gucci …quote…”I didnt come to Rome to see any …..'”

O course …. the illustrations must be amazing … add music or create songs…..
 to go with stories.. then of course my major point is to have a great moral… or lesson… and of course since it would be stories covering all over the world… must have geography lesson.. in fact we even thought of a cover being a globe… show casing each country covered in the story….

of course my mine went to marketing…. and after the stories .. the Pixar film… then of course all the merchandising… then even trips… like  the world perk trips… from neiman marcus… where you could create an African safari.. or go to tree tops or tiger tops… wouldn”t that be reálly great?…..

Just today i was going  through  some things in my closet and found a purple jacket that i had in a locked suitcase hanging in my closet…. first i knew it should have been in my suitcase because it was for the cold weather…. and i had put everything away when i thought that it was going to be warm…  and second because i keep out items that i hope don’t get ruined by these parasites… but more as decoys…. hoping that the scummmmmmy girls will not bother my nice clothes…. and since i rarely wear them the jackets had dust on the shoulders… all except this purple jacket… HUMMMMM ….

actually when i found it I broke out in huge sobs and this horrible feeling of being violated again came over my entire being….  its like when you think abuse is done or over.. and it starts up all over again…. the relief .. the feeling of safety and security the trust and the  feeling of contentment  is shattered…..  i cant explain the horrible and devastating feeling of knowing a total stranger took it upon herself to help her self not only to my clothing… but had to take the time and effort to break into my home….. my closet….. and my locked suitcase… then had the nerve to actually wear my clothing out.. probably while i was babysitting for the Eatons or the Orrs… (i will put down my schedule when  i was working over the holidays… so that if anyone thinks they saw me out please write in and let me know where and what i supposedly did….. the impostor.. has been doing this SHIT( excuse the language… for far too long and obviously the entire community thinks its o.k. for criminals to con people….. to lie to people… and to cheat and steal….. but i am really mad by now…..)

 and the most disgusting par of all of this….. the entire  community has allowed it to happen.. allowed my holidays to be ruined.. my family to be fooled…. lies to be told … for me to go through absolute HELLLLLLL and  my life to be ruined …. my God never have mercy on her and the entire lot of the criminals… i would never in my life ever think of doing such a bold and criminal act… how do these disgusting girls get away with  it?????? .. and when will someone actually own up…. be a responsible adult .. a nobel and honorable person….  ….. and do something about it…..??????? WHEN?????????  

I actually think i may have seen one of the girls who i believe to be  the one  criminal.. remember i told of the brown and white polka dotted dress… how one girl wore my dress for a wedding …. while i was babysitting for La Playa… of course scummy criminals ….. well when i was babysitting at
La Playa..the same place where my DVD’s were stolen .. anyway….

 the family was supposed to be from Ohio… ( same as karen kahel… remember she went to Ohio state…. ) and where Johathan the guy who first copied all my information from  my hard drive …. remember the the blond haired criminal/ i mean boy/ guy with the tattoo around his upper arm…( tattoo of a rope or something)…. ….. who supposedly worked for the cech  republic family the Sabatovas….his true identity was never confirmed…. 

anyway……

where  there was this family i was sitting for …. and instead of actually sitting for the real parents… i got to sit for the babysitters while they went off and destroyed people’s lives… most noticeably mine….

anyway…. i think once again i was siting for the babysitters …. and this girl who is probably 105 bls… tan or slightly blond hair …. cut also in a bob…. was on a golf cart today here in the strand… she may have been the criminal who has been in my house… probably  even dating someone … UCK>>>>> what if  was the myrtle beach golfing guy again.. the one who had actually had sex with her or some other whore….  in my bed and left the golfing emblem…. in my bed….. UCK>>>>  bringing them to my home…. while i was  babysitting….  now that i think of it … even while i was hearing weird stories on new years eve from this babysitter from Atlanta… that i don’t really ever want to sit with again…..

so atlanta… boston…. charlotte… ohio……. what other boys had the pleasure of being  in my house and screwing this girl…….??????

shocking…. really … bold and criminal and shocking …. anyway…  

As you can or might   be able to tell… the goals and mission statement and even the executive summary for both  businesses… well lets just say conflicted with some of the  small minded babysitters who were more interest in getting their one or two jobs… or looking for jobs with the most pay….  for their pay so they could spend their money… just a shame when people don’t see the big picture… the possibilities.. the potential  and ruin what could have been… because of their selfish small minded attitudes that dictate not only the way they run their lives.. but the way they pretty much deal with all aspects of their lives….   just a shame… 

anyway…. other jobs and careers people want ed me to do because i guess they wanted to do those careers…
1.  real estate ( I was told i would look cute sitting at open houses… HA)
2.  nurse( i was sooo good at taking care of people )
3.  computer website designer ( since i had to learn to create the websites for a tender loving care service and for atlcprep… might as well do it for a living)
4.  teacher ( since i was getting the certification for the business why not just do it for a profession… ) also one person told me i should become a teacher.. that is how Matt Damon the actor met  his wife.. of course that was a lie.. he met his wife at a bar but the person telling me … well had their own selfish interest in order  to manipulate my life….. so these people…… do you know the type?

 So those are just a few of the professions that the babysitters/people wanted me to do instead of being involved in my mother’s business… of course this was after i had already basically worked two years without any pay… HA! and all the work was in place for a great business….ideas for it  to continue to grow and prosper…. you see… selfish women  and men who are always looking for their own selfish interests… just baffle my mind… i can hardly grasp the way these people  think….  I never want to be like them ever…. I honestly hope there is a special place in hell for them… manipulation for their own selfish reasons… just makes me sick to my stomach..

. its as bad as the manipulation of making sure that  “i am out of the way”.… and miss opportunities.. miss  events… miss out of meeting people or creating great memories… they are just sooo selfish….

I think of missing the Christmas tree lighting  in Vail…. i may never get a chance to do it again.. and defiantly  with the friends and family i was with  a few years ago.. or holidays… birthdays… even just the real memories you make in life….  i guess i would never be so selfish to thin that if another girl were to be somewhere that it would change the entire experience…. wait .. unless it was an enemy…. hey maybe karne kahel was supposed to be in the spotlight????… the she or someone else was o much more valuable …..than my life and me… that…..   who knows… who cares it was small minded selfish… and so very pointless…

how vain  and ego driven .….to think that a group of people are so valuable that they alone could or should be able to experience life… or nice events or holidays… or have nice possessions… or that you are only allowed to have a great life for a short while…. until someone deems you not tall enough.. or thin enough or pretty enough or smart enough… in the words of that one song i absolutely love..sarah B. .”who died and made you king of everything?”

…..   that is not America..or the world for that matter… most highly evolved people… they believe that there is an abundance.. of more than enough… that great business ideas and great people think of the greater good.. aren’t sooooo dammm selfish…. 

That is not an act of  friendship or a great family…….. friends want you to have everything that will make you happy….