Monday again? the computer has been seriously giving me a headache today so hopefully it will run fine and i will be able to add posts this evening… guess we will have to wait and see… i found a few of my logs so thought i would up date y work done on the businesses…. this last week once again i was almost coerced into starting a new career and business… this time i am to be a children’s book writer… last week some one wanted me to be a nurse… then there is a long list of careers and classes i should take and careers i should be… now that i am thinking back on all of it i really think it had nothing at all to do with my wants or likes or even my own interests… i think most of these people wanted me to do what they themselves wanted to do…. for example:
taking the teacher certification course …. I originally took the course not because i wanted to be a teacher.. ( I mean teachers are great and all… but that is not my calling.. ) I took the course so that we( a tender loving care service could hire interns for both A TENDER LOVING CARE SERVICE AND FOR A TLCPREP( THE ETIQUETTE SCHOOL) .
when developing a plan for hiring employees i thought of Google… I absolutely love their mission statement.. their philosophy of business and the way they handle the environment /workplace and create happiness for their employees…. i thought of making the business into a great workplace, hiring the brightest people with fresh insight into working with children… allow them to help create the class curriculum .. help to bring new and innovative ideas of both education and business into both businesses…. and allow a portion of their grade for the internship to be from not only the school but from the babysitting business… i actually created working profiles from all the local colleges so that we could hire and interview the students…for employees but to create an internship program someone needed to be an accredited teacher so i took my $1000.00 and bought the ABCTE course so that i could become an accredited teacher…… and we could create an internship program and i was hoping that eventually we would be doing so well that not only would some of the students be able to get college credits through the internships but that we would be able to have scholarships and full time positions for the teachers and babysitters…
As you can or might be able to tell… the goals and mission statement and even the executive summary for both businesses… well lets just say conflicted with some of the small minded babysitters who were more interest in getting their one or two jobs… or looking for jobs with the most pay…. for their pay so they could spend their money… just a shame when people don’t see the big picture… the possibilities.. the potential and ruin what could have been… because of their selfish small minded attitudes that dictate not only the way they run their lives.. but the way they pretty much deal with all aspects of their lives…. just a shame…
anyway…. other jobs and careers people want ed me to do because i guess they wanted to do those careers…
1. real estate ( I was told i would look cute sitting at open houses… HA)
2. nurse( i was sooo good at taking care of people )
3. computer website designer ( since i had to learn to create the websites for a tender loving care service and for atlcprep… might as well do it for a living)
4. teacher ( since i was getting the certification for the business why not just do it for a profession… ) also one person told me i should become a teacher.. that is how Matt Damon the actor met his wife.. of course that was a lie.. he met his wife at a bar but the person telling me … well had their own selfish interest in order to manipulate my life….. so these people…… do you know the type?
So those are just a few of the professions that the babysitters/people wanted me to do instead of being involved in my mother’s business… of course this was after i had already basically worked two years without any pay… HA! and all the work was in place for a great business….ideas for it to continue to grow and prosper…. you see… selfish women and men who are always looking for their own selfish interests… just baffle my mind… i can hardly grasp the way these people think…. I never want to be like them ever…. I honestly hope there is a special place in hell for them… manipulation for their own selfish reasons… just makes me sick to my stomach..
. its as bad as the manipulation of making sure that “i am out of the way”.… and miss opportunities.. miss events… miss out of meeting people or creating great memories… they are just sooo selfish….
I think of missing the Christmas tree lighting in Vail…. i may never get a chance to do it again.. and defiantly with the friends and family i was with a few years ago.. or holidays… birthdays… even just the real memories you make in life…. i guess i would never be so selfish to thin that if another girl were to be somewhere that it would change the entire experience…. wait .. unless it was an enemy…. hey maybe karne kahel was supposed to be in the spotlight????… the she or someone else was o much more valuable …..than my life and me… that….. who knows… who cares it was small minded selfish… and so very pointless…
how vain and ego driven .….to think that a group of people are so valuable that they alone could or should be able to experience life… or nice events or holidays… or have nice possessions… or that you are only allowed to have a great life for a short while…. until someone deems you not tall enough.. or thin enough or pretty enough or smart enough… in the words of that one song i absolutely love..sarah B. .”who died and made you king of everything?”
….. that is not America..or the world for that matter… most highly evolved people… they believe that there is an abundance.. of more than enough… that great business ideas and great people think of the greater good.. aren’t sooooo dammm selfish….
That is not an act of friendship or a great family…….. friends want you to have everything that will make you happy….
guess i am getting off tract with this monologue… think i will try to listen to that one song … I’m a little heated at the moment… and have already been on the treadmill or over an hour …. HA! luv mary jean ziska