I started off today….up early… some apple and hummus… while watching morning Joe.. and switched back and forth to cnbc…then on the treadmill after for an hour while watching the social network…. then real breakfast… poached egg… sliced tomato… steamed asparagus…. and a blueberry scone.. and even a bit of the cranberry ad orange scone…
i actually felt much better when i got to listen to sara B…. king of anything… i put the u-tube link on my blog ..( before if you can find it listen to it.. very inspiration to someone who has been held down from the life they wanted and worked for by someone who thinks they are god and have the right to use people for their sick an twisted games they play with people’s lives…. and in the process ruin these innocent people’s lives…and businesses and families… and they do it on purpose…. anyway don’t get me started.. just listen to the music …it is great!!!!!!.
… and after listening to the words about a dozen times… it made me feel so much better… it made me remember that these bullies are just small minded and horrible people… that the girls who have to hurt me or make me cry or even make me look bad…. they are not the entire world … this is one small city… and a handful of really horrible people…. and someday when they realize they are not GOD…or something happens to make them realize they are not god…that they are not even close to being anything godly or even good… that they are not king of anything….
and they will never have had any of the life experiences i have had … and possibly will never have……the very life experiences that helped mold my formative years… and my real personality.. that allowed me to be trusting and nice, thoughtful and really too sweet ( of course before these people ruined everything….. )
life experiences i have already had… and the life i hope i will still be able to have ( though i now have 8 years stolen to make up for….. hopefully i wont have to wit until i get to heaven to have…… ( but I’m hoping and praying … 1 year and almost 6 months of praying for a multimillion dollar miracle to at lest even the score…HA! and allow me to catch up on the life they stole from me…. the life i wanted and planned for and was stolen by a bunch of bullies and horrible people… especially karen kahel… gerard ahler and the martucci family…..
but i transgress…(HA!) later on i got on the the computer….. with plenty to blog about today…. and yesterday….
i called up the Ritz and my aunt Fran did end up going to the Ritz…and believe it or not.. there was some grand function going on at he ball or in one of the dining rooms… hummmm