February 15th 2011@10:58am(my worst valentines day ever.. but as a side note…. there were some sweet things to say)

So even though my valentines day started out nice… up early making heart shaped sugar cookies.. and even getting a nice email for my mom…. so i invited her( via email) over for dinner and a movie… so she wouldn’t have to spend the evening alone… but then of course the evil little parasites/slime… sscummm of the earth… bullies… gosh, what shall i call these little  boys and girls  this time? …. hopefully soon i will be able to call them broke from the  lawsuit to which the damages to my life are enormous…. and soon i can call them incarcerated…. to which is where they belong…. in jail….. but for now.. they are worthless less than human beings who ruined another holiday out of 7 years of holidays… and made me cry….and ruined even a simple gesture of gratitude toward my mother and to a nice  valentines day…..but then this whole bully thing started with my aunt Fran Bodnars visit here to Naples Florida…( last week)  and manipulations started  where i missed a dinner at the ritz… a movie… at the Silverspot… and now valentines day… an yet they were so wonderful to inflict emotional distress… and cause emotional pain and suffering…. sweet aren’t they?… just the  type of girls and boys you would want to marry some day… right….to have as your best friends…? UGGGGGG ….by 11pm i was emailing Gloria Fletcher with the emails i sent and the bully information….

next worst would have to be the valentines day i spent with mr gerard… or was it really Gerard ahler…or some other name he used.as his alias…. uck….. such a con-artist and scummmm anyway..I did remember  recently after “his girls” quizzed me when i got that facial.. and was stupid enough to give over the keys of my suv.. and  take off my diamond earings.. and diamond cross necklace… that he checked into the Marco Beach Ocean Resort  under the name of Mr. Gerard…. of course i had no idea that meeting him would ruin my life but i guess i should have guessed something was seriously wrong when my suv had a sliced tire on February 15th after he had my suv most of the day before)….  God i hate criminals.. and i hate slime…. who knows were my suv went while it was supposed to be getting detailed…  wait i’d better put this in the www.mysearchforjustice.com website as well… Oh and get this…maybe there is no connection but the name…. and the same personality.. and the entire experience…. just too familiar…. maybe it is just  really coincidental… but i had to babysit at the la playa for a “Mr. Gerard”..starting late in the evening….He had come over for the night from Fort lauderdale… with children.. no diapers.. no bottles..no milk…  no pajamas… i went to the room and the kids were there… he said his wife was in Chicago and not to call her if there  was and emergency… and he proceeded to leave me and go to trulucks to meet his”friend” luckily i had a ton of supplies in the car…..  not that it is the same person but how many  last names of Gerard could there be? at least my lawyer should know about it… what if the Gerard ahler had stolen the mr. gerards info…. or visa- versa…. i cant believe i had blocked out  all this…

anyway… speaking of Gloria.. and then thinking of valentines day….on a much brighter note… Jena Bush did an interview of her grandparents that i found very moving and so very romantic… it was based on their love letters…
their were even tears involved… what a great family and so nice to know that Laura bush.. and i believe both of the daughters are also Kappa Alpha Thetas….. see, great people come from great sororities!   back to the ideas of love letters… i just  think they are so wonderful.. the details you can use… the length you can make them as compared to an email or text… they truly express ones soul and can mean so much to the receiver… i remember at boarding school getting letters from  my family  who were still in Saudi…. and from my friends at other boarding schools….just knowing that they cared enough to write and tell you they love you.. to remember all the holidays..  with cards… and the letters of daily life that i was missing….when i went to school in france… i had letters form so many people wanting to make sure that i wasn’t lonely… and was doing great….. ( if they  only knew i was having the time of my life….HA! i can’t remember  if i was even able to write back to everyone…if only thy had had email back then…..HA!)  then in college.. and after when i was dating Cameron nice… his letters from  his travels backpacking…( his  mom even  once called me to ask how he was doing since she hadn’t received a letter in a while.).. the plans you can outline.. it was a sheer joy to get all of those letters…I think the art of letter writing.. and of  journal writing  are really underrated… and make such wonderful excerpts into a person’s life and into a person’s soul….. anyway hope tons of people got beautiful love letters for valentines day…  maybe by next year.. if eharmony works or by chance i get o meet a great and wonderful billionaire who just  so happens to like me for me… and like me for real…. i can have a much better valentines day….