i missed an entire month of no blogging on the site for mygingerbreadman.com and for mysearchforjustice.com… its not that i havent thought  to blog or to write up  my comments… but it always seemed that there were other things to do.. s i will try to catch up on some of the random thoughts  of the past month… like…

what does a girl actually think is sexy?… perhaps i may be a bit different… but i still like …or am attracted to …. tallish, thinish, blond haired adn blue eyed guys… i mena it has varied over teh years.. and ther have been some exceptions.. but mostly… my head turns  for a really stylish.. guy  who doesnt even know he’s sexy.. like  when he throws on a jacket and ouhead off to dinner… and his manners.. his ettiquete and his conversation.. intreguing… and genuine.. wow.. really is a definate plus…. 

then when he goes out of his way to  follow  through with  a promise.. or to take the time  to make sure  you are safe..  to check on things without being asked.. and to find the subjects you really  find stimulating.. or valuable .. or interesting.. and to be able to actaully talke to you about them..  in an open and  interesting conversation…. and to be able to even sometimes… even take your opinion to heart.. and wow.. if they actually  believe the same way about the same passions you do… that is really sexy… and nice… 

its nice  when  a guy actaully takes the  time to  call in the  middle of  his busy day to say hi and to see how your  day is going…

and  what a treat to have soemoen who actualy rally and honestly likes you… and is hapy to see you.. and to spend time wtih you… ( not a measured time.. like i have 5 minutes what’s up kind of converstaion.. but actaullly really want to get to know you… ) maybe that only happens in the courting phase…  but it is still really nice and realy great when you get to spend quality time with someone  you are really attracted to.. who will  really want to see you happy… and want to make yoru wishes an ddreams coem true.. and actually listens to yoru dreams .. and helps you plan for a future when they do come true….  

so do these guys actually exist? maybe only on paper… but its stilla really nce thought.. to  believe that ther is still a prince charming  out there… who is actully still charming… and polite.. and has manners..and etiquette..and is genuine ..and loyal.. and intelligent.. and kind.. and sincenere… and normal… and  who knows  how to dress well.. and to behave. and to make a woman not feel like some object.. but a person that they genuinely want to spend the rest of their life with…   now that guy woudl be really sexy…right?…. especially in a tux..  or givign a bath to your little child.. or rocking  them to sleep…. or…. doing all those little things you hate to do… just to make your life easier… and following through with  all the promises…. wow… i think i could  just melt thinking of this imaginary gingerbreadman….  good night sweet dreams…