trying to retype my post of the have you ever ….. weird things with the computer..  last post… 

have you ever really believed  that miracles happen?

have you ever really wanted to speak to people from your past.. or even your present and make sure they knew how much they mean to you… and how valuable they are to you? to thank them for just  being a part of your  life…   for making you smile…. and laugh… and make damm sure that they know  i mean really know that they made a difference in you life?

have you ever  wanted to make sure that everyone knew that you loved them… 

have you ever wished  you could actually spend  time with loved ones or friends… one last time…
just  I think it is so important to tell everyone what you want them to know… I learned that fact when  david stupay killed  himself at boarding school…. at military school …. that is why i wear his ring.. to try to remember to say what you mean… to be honest.. and to actually  say everything you want to say… part because you never know what is going  to happen…  didn’t 9/11 teach that as well?

Have  you ever cried so much that you think there is no possible way 
you still have  any tears left? and then felt so exhausted…. just 
emotionally drained… that you went to lie down in your bed and just 
didn’t get up for hours… ..  have you ever honestly thought that there
was a god who could come through even if it was last minute with a
miracle?  have you ever jstu wantd to talk to people  who were special
to you  and let them know how important they are to you… well if you haven’t make sure you do….