so its almost 11:00pm… actually i tried to call my mom around 10:45pm.. there was this Meryl strep movie on  i think it was called the river… I missed the ending  because i was switching back and forth from t a movie with demi moore… called the juror.. i knew my mom would have loved both movies.. and since the  river was just  started .. i wanted to share that withe her… but instead i got someone who actually sounded drunk..i know my mom barely drinks… and would have actually loved to talk about the movies.. or watch the movies..  but i guess once again i  wasn t’  talking to a friend or to  my mom… since it was her cellphone that called back.. and her cellphone was the person who wanted me to forward the email  that i got from scott renshaw  the one about god that he sent to me…  and  the info on a couple who was looking to purchase a home… i wonder which of the whore to door service girls was on the other end of the phone line… this time..  there is a certain person  who has to go and brush his teeth before his visitors show up and tonight i saw a guy on a golf cart all in light blue outfit… headed  i think to  visit the girl with the gold Cadillac in 1404… same girl  who once was waiting for me to  leave my condo when i was supposed to go to  a movie with an elderly  Irish man i met at church… don’t think it was his daughter..  but  its too weird how these people manipulate lives..and play god… and lie ….

also  this mother on the phone was very unaccepting of me talking  about the “whore to door girls”… so to me when they protest.. like when they stick up for karne kahel… it make me realize that it was not my mom..or my friend… or but possibly one of the actual  girls… or some of her relatives… or someone who wants to steal a life..or an identity… or even a business  there can be no good that comes from lying…    but then i don’t have to live without a conscious.. but i guess since so many of these girls care nothing about anyone but themselves.. well i guess in a way they don’t have to live without a consciousness as well… may god never have mercy on their souls… they ruin lives.. and don’t really even care.. they steal friends.. steal opportunities .. and ruin lives… who do they really think  they are?    i wonder how many actual friends  i have been able to actually speak with  these past 8 years? …last night someone actually remembered  a pop corn popper Jill  burns and i used in college… it almost felt like speaking with  a real friend…and their haven’t been that many of those…. you know real friends… genuine friends.. …  some one who knows you and actually likes you…. and wants to make sure your life  is alright.. and wants to make sure no one is hurting you… and that your hopes and dreams can come true…. no games of taping Skype conversations.. or manipulating phone calls … or trying to make your  life horrid ….

honestly i can’ t wait to sue these people…civilly and criminally….. all  who allowed all of this to happen… who  manipulated all of this for their own selfish intent.. and who condoned the harm and destruction it caused… .

good night fake friends…those of you who were too busy to even pretend to be friends..let alone  family…
 

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first  injury of the summer… o.k. little injury… hopefully the only  injury of the summer.. i was walking so much on the treadmill… i got a blister… think it started out fairly small….  but then I kept trying to just put a band aide.. and keep going…  never did anything about it.. and from the toe rubbing on the shoes…  it  went  all raw.. and a bit infected.. and swollen… skyping my mom… she was ready to make me to go to an emergency room… i hate doctors and hospitals… and instead spent a day pouring hydrogen peroxide…  and  guess what?  its actually getting better…. only draw back… is that i cant get on the treadmill for  a few days.. but perhaps.. i can bike ride? or don’t know if the pool is a good idea.. ( not that I’ve really been swimming lately Ha!… but  i remember loking at movies where people are stranded and have to do a tremendous amount of walking  to try to get help….  i remember always thinking that cant really hurt that bad…  or that that they should just  wrap them up and keep moving… or the feet just look  bad …… raw  feet.. but now I’m thinking a bit differently ….  they would really hurt.. and i hope  this doesn’t happen again… even if its just a few toes….   HA!

With the latest buzz on lincked ..  and their stock taking off… i went on Google today to see about one of my favorite services… SKYPE…. i honestly think everyone should have SKYPE.. and have ON STAR…HA!   what great services… and what great businesses….. and by reading  about the company… Skype.. I luv it even  more!   a Swedish company…  I loved visiting Sweden and  met the best people… made  two friends ages ago from Sweden when i went to school in France.. Thomas and Claes…   so i  thought I’d post the info on the company….  but guess there ae no stock options… darn… and  such a great company… oh well…..

Here is the info i am posting on skype…. just  copied and pasted: 

Hi all you Skype Pioneers!

Happy to tell you all that the service works great for me too!

Skype needs very little money which is the great thing about the company!
The financing so far has been achieved through only one outside
investor. The investor (known to date) is Draper Investment Company.,
established by American venture capitalist William H. Draper III.

I agree though that the company idea is just great
We all must realize that the way we can make money
from Skype is by using the service and tell our friends to use it too.
Over time we will save thousands of dollars.

Other interesting facts:

Skype is founded by Niklas Zennstrom from Sweden. The whole management
team is swedish. Sweden is also the home of Ericsson, the largest
manufacturer of mobile phone systems in the world. Zennstrom started his
career within the media conglomerate Kinnevik which operates a fixed
and a mobile phone network in Sweden, the rest of scandinavia and the
baltic states.

Through his work on the webportal Everyday.com, Zennstrom came in touch
with the brilliant estonian software developers that have developed
Skype. First they did it with KaZaa and now they do it with Skype!

Sweden, and particularly Stockholm, was (in the boom-days)called
“Wireless Valley”. The bubble, blew but it is still definitely a good
description of Stockholm and Sweden except it may have to be extended to
“Telecom valley” in order to fully reflect that the innovation such as
the worlds first cell-phone network and the knowledge to create Skype
was created in the swedish research environment.

*World no 1 acclaimed telco quality expertise
*Low-cost expertise
*Abundant access to expert resources since Ericsson has been cutting back in their workforce.

Just too bad that it had to be an american investor that put all the money into Skype…

Skype (or Skyper as originally called) was founded in july 2002 with the
company description: “Developing software focused on next generation
resource sharing for mobile communications”. The seed round of financing
was completed on Oct 2, 2002. Geoffrey Prentice is the one in charge of
financing issues.

I am afraid that that the Telcos (including Sweden’s Ericsson through
its traditional customers ) should be really shaken up by this TRULY
DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGY!!!
Read the bestselling books of Harvard Professor Christensen and you know what I’m talking about.

Myself, I just love this kind of entrepreneurship!

Keep up the good work guys

Kick Mr Gates’ ass.
And for all of us: NEVER turn any P2P-service into a proprietary
platform that puts restraints on societal development. The success
depends, and only depends on the feeling of sharing! All you inventors
will get your monetary benefits anyway, trust me.

 So that movie was on last night again… the one  with a the karne kahel  look alike… thought she was  British  heavier she has the same face oh and with red hair instead of blond hair… … same face as the  little girl  who stole my khaki  cashmere sweater… 

It was called  the bad mother’s handbook.… the actress  who actually played a woman named karen was:  Catherine Tate 

i copied and pasted the info… if your interested… I  almost laugh at the irony….  life imitating art.. or art imitating life… i couldn’t watch  most of the  movie…especially when she played this horrid and mean person…who  verbally abused and belittled her daughter…. her own daughter…  uck… since it was on tv. I’m assuming that somehow she had this transformation and probably became this caring and thoughtful person.. .. but  then not all televisions shows are anything like real life… right?

The Bad Mother’s Handbook

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The Bad Mother’s Handbook
The Bad Mother’s Handbook DVD Cover
Genre	Comedy drama
Starring	Catherine Tate Anne Reid Holly Grainger Robert Pattinson
Music by	Mark Russell
Country	United Kingdom
Original channel	ITV
Release date	February 19, 2007
Running time	90 minutes

The Bad Mother’s Handbook was a one-off television drama based on the best-selling novel: The Bad Mother’s Handbook by Kate Long. It was broadcast on ITV on 19 February 2007, starring Catherine Tate, Anne Reid, Holly Grainger and Robert Pattinson. According to BARB, the show received strong viewing figures of 6.09 million^[1].

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The Bad Mother’s Handbook depicts the story of one year in the lives
of three women. In this television adaptation of Kate Long’s best
selling novel, Catherine Tate plays Karen, who is a frustrated woman in
her thirties whose whole life and identity are shattered when she
discovers a long-kept secret. Holly Grainger plays Karen’s clever and
hormonal teenage daughter Charlotte, while Anne Reid appears as Karen’s
mother, Nan, who is suffering from Alzheimer’s. Robert Pattinson is also
a supporting character as lovable yet nerdy, Daniel Gale. The movie
presents an insight into the life of motherhood and childhood, dwelling
on the themes that no two mothers are alike, but that ultimately love is
the most important thing of all.

Well… I just spent about  an hour going through all my files for stories i had written for my  cousin david…  a bunch of the files were empty.. and the story i had written about an alternate ending  for the movie the bachelorette … is gone..

I’m not sure if the reason so many of my files are gone  is that they were saved in the old format.. or if there was another reason they disappeared… if there was a sinister reason for it… like the same reason my sor. date pictures were stolen.. or pictures of me backpacking in Europe were stolen…or any of the many other  horrid experiences i have had to go though  with girls stealing bits and pieces of my life… 
 maybe the same reason that my new hard drives  says my files are saved  in “mary jane”  files  instead of mary jean files… i mean do these girls really get away with  pretending to be someone they are not?  and why?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

either way.. what a horrid feeling to have have entire sections of your life gone…  
 did i mention i hate criminals.. imposters and   thieves?…. well I  definitely do… each and every time i find one more part of my life stolen. or each and every  time i find out that one more piece of  my possessions are ruined or stolen..  it hurts each and every time.. and causes trauma.. it isn’t easier …. I’m not being conditioned to accept that it is o.k. for crimes to be committed against me… it will never be o.k.… and it  should never be o.k…..  o.k. enough of me penning my thoughts on criminals and scummy wanna be girls….

there were a couple stories i wrote pertaining to the bachelor…  i was hoping to just copy and paste… but i guess i have to rewrite the entire story… 

The story started  as a  what if scenario… what  if like in the movie( the bachelor) … the bachelor couldn’t find the  love of his life..( the girl he eventually really  wanted to marry)…. and so instead had to marry one of the alternates? So he could save his business.. and gain the money… from the inheritance promised by his grandfather?  what  might happen?

Well… here is one option: