so this post i will have to put in mysearchforjustice.com … but for some reason i could not write in the actual body of the blog..but this blog is working.. where i can actually write in the body of the blog… so since it is the same web hosting service.. it is not the service… and since its in my same account.. its not my account… maybe somehow someone doesn’t want me to write about the telephone… or screwed up telephone service?
especially since the people i was trying to talk to on the phone service were playing really mean and cruel games..again.. and as i said i haven’t been though a day like that in a while… o.k. back to the day….
started off as a nice day.. i was up really early so i could make it to mass early… and i did.. i went to 7 am mass at st. john’s catholic church… saw Sean.. a cousin to an old friend of mine from high school here … she now lives in Miami and haven’t’ seen her in a while… he asked if i had been able to get in touch with Julie.. and i hadn’t… i told him if he could pass along a message to her and if she tries to email and doesn’t hear back from me.. then to try to contact me though the comments on the blog for mysearchforjustice.com ( that couldn’t be why the blog isn’t working right? anyway…
its jsut wierd … anyway.. this post is about sunday.. yesterday… got to say.. a really horrid day.. haven’t had a day like that in a while…
started off o.k…. after church i went to go and say hi to my mom.. actually wanted to see if she wanted to come over and have breakfast… we chatted about going to a movie… i fixed her Skype.. which was working great.. i don’t know why the people i was taking to on the phone couldn’t get it to work…. but maybe i wasn’t actually calling and talking to her.. or her home… and let me explain…. I’ve been thinking that the phone conversations never match up to the actual conversations i have with people in real life…. and here is another example… on the phone…. when i called my mom… trying to decide on a movie and a time.. there were a ton of options.. i thought we had decided on a movie at 2:55PM… and the instructions were that i was going to go and pick her up then we going the movie…
so i called around 2:00pm and kept calling and couldn’t get a hold of her..which was weird.. since i had just talked to her.. i tried from the front gate… still no answer… and i drove to her home.. but her car wasn’t there and i asked Ron.. he didn’t know where she was or when she had left… … so i went onto the move.. i was a little late and figured she had just gone ahead… but when i got to Silver Spot… she wasn’t there either… one of the movie attendants allow me to even go into the actual theater to see if she was already sitting there.. but no one .. there was a row full of 20 year old girls… and a few random couples.. but no mother… then i got to thinking.. about all the babysitting jobs that my “MOM” had been doing.. and all the conversations both on her cell phone and on her home phone…. and i was wondering if once again a really selfish and cruel group of girls had been the people on the phone.. breaking into my home.. and basically making my life miserable at times….. not recently… but i had going though years of the bullies on the phone.. who i kept telling everyone couldn’t possibly be my mother… or my family… or any of my friends or even people who wanted the best for me.. but kept trying to make up a bunch of horrible and false stories not only about me.. but about my family… about my families finances.. or any situation for my family….
when i called my mom’s cell from the movie.. silver spot… i got a person.. and it seemed more like a guy… who was at home depot??????who would be rude enough to blow off a plan made with their daughter… and at the time they were supposed to be meeting their daughter.. In fact had asked to be picked up….. not be anywhere near… but be somewhere… that my mom doesn’t normally frequent… ???? my mom would not be at home depo when she was supposed to be at the movie theater with their daughter???? it was a bit similar to the day i had invited my mom over…. and she showed up an hour late… ????? which wasn’t like my mom’s behavior… either…
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