May 6th 2011@ 8:10pm ( post on mothers’ day wishes)

so mother’s day is coming up… this sunday… 

perfect mother’s day.. a spa day with my mom and sisters…  with a brunch and with them all at the ritz or some great hotel… being  able to give them great gifts…make great  memories.. and  cherish the laughter and togetherness that only a family has ….. laughter at memories.. at moments captured in time… that cannot ever be repeated… or ever happen again… 

anyway… when i was babysitting for a little girl in april i took her to the ritz for an ice cream manicure…. what a great and wonderful service in the spa… once again.. love the ritz carlton here in naples florida…  while I was there  I had  inquired about any specials they were hosting for mother’s day… they didn’t  have  them set up …. at that point in time..  but I’m sure they will have something  wonderful  by sunday…

I will not be able to do any of that this year for mother’s day… though i really had wanted to… for some reason my mother wants to jsut do a quiet mothers day and i’ll do it at my home…

i know the boys who didnt want me to bother them at thanksgiving… and christmas.. or any holidays where they were takign their dates will be pleased.. especially the fake freinds who took me to capital grill two years ago instead of the ritz for mybirthday… it was a wierd year.. very manipulated… i went to capital gril in  may with my mother  even had a birthday picutre taken… when it wasnt my birthday… wierd right… then mymom was goging to be in town for my birthdaybut since mysister and i share a birthday she wentto coloardo innstead… and then on my actual birthday one of my fake or shoudl i say false friends… was i guess made to take me out on my birthday…   he want too happy about it i guess  because he showed up really late the day of my b-day and  the funny thing was that when i made a fuss and said i wanted to at least go to the ritz and get icecream…. i actully saw a look alike in a silver honda with the white blondie… leaving  the ritz….
 
think someone stole my birthday… HA!… actually i am not smiling or laughig about it…I know for thanksgiving a whoel troop of the “boys” took ther dates to  the ritz… and i stayed at my mother’s house OUT of the way… so to speak…. … i just miss my real freinds and family soooo much…. youknow those genuine people who actually rally like your company… who smile when they see you adn cant wait to see you and visit with you…  who you can’t wait to share your thoughts or your dreams.. or even the events ofthe day…..  the best freinds who would do anything for you….. the people you love so much it sometimes hurts…. or you laugh withthem so much you actually can cry….  

the fat disgusting italian gerard ahler nand karen kahel… ruined so much…. but this website isn’t supposed to be about that or them…  they are selfish and horrible  and criminal..  and bullies.. and just  horrid… and ruined lives and families and futures… and for that i will never forgive any of them. ever……