I am at my all time favorite hotel writing a quick entry and testing the blog capabilities.. and changing pass codes etc… so many things to try to fit into a blog… I had written before about how some guys like to test girls to see if they fit their bill… to see if they can handle stress… or money… or children… to see if they really like sports.. or just to see how they handle some random situation… i would call this game playing.. and really to me it is kinda mean… no one handles any given situation the same every time… and to put someone through a weird or uncomfortable or even scary situation just to see how they will react… seems like a very unfair test… don’t you think?  

I hate being tested to see if I am good enough.. to see if I am worthy of a date.. or of being in a relationship… seems kinds unnatural.. fake almost… to make up situations just to see how a person’s responds…. that was one notion I had wanted to  get off my chest…   hummmm so many other topics but not enough time..HA!  more later… i wonder if anyone will ever read this blog…o.k. bye…for now… luv mary jean ziska