finally the person spoke…. to give me an additional babysitting job…. quite surprising because someone has been stealing all the jobs… i don’t mean just some of the jobs.. i mean ALL THE JOBS… and its not the economy… nor the time of year… it is theft pure and simple….  especially since A TENDER LOVING CARE SERVICE has the exclusive contact with the Waldorf ( NAPLES GRAND ….. and with EDGEWATER) … there are jobs out there but whoever has mastered this phone theft…. well they are not only getting away with bulling and manipulating people and their lives and businesses.. but they are getting away with THEFT…. 

so this evening ….. i ended up crying… and the thing of it was i just missed my mom who was like a best friend…. my sisters who were my best friends… and my real best friends… some days it is like talking to complete strangers….  the person on the phone was fishing for information on the people i have sat for ….for literally  years…  they didn’t know the children’s names…or the parents names….  ( which my mother would have known off the top of her head…) i was so stupid … i just tell the truth all the time… and when you believe you are speaking  with  someone you can trust… you usually open up because they are supposed to be trusted and your honest and loyal and best friends or family…..  so now i have to worry if these girls are planning on breaking into  my home or stealing anything from me… or just  stealing some sort of opportunity…

 or God forbid its like before when some strange girl and guy may have even been having sex in my bed … remember the idiot who left the myrtle beach golfing emblem on my bed just to let me know they had been there…. breaking into my home…. using my bed for their indiscretions…. UCK>>>>>>

so this person  I spoke with…. after learning the parents name…. stopped talking to me and just left the phone  on the table… exactly like the girl who used to call with the Gregory Marion caller ID …. ( which by the way my mother never had a caller id as gregory marion…. it gets even worse…. )

wait let me back up…. i haven’t even used the phone to call my mum at all for the past few days because the last time i spoke with someone they really got everything WRONG…… they said they were “mary jean gregory”….  so were they stealing my name?…. may jean… or my mother’s name? gregory… or just making up some completely fictions person …. but screwing up both our lives….

So back to tonight…. if you have read anything about my relationship with my mother…. maybe you may actually know we really had a pretty nice relationship…most of the time… she came over and played scrabble with Scott after i took her out for mother’s day to the tiburon…. and scott for a belated b-day… that was a really nice day…. she encouraged me to pursue my passions.. was always encouraging… and definitely did not make me cry or bully me….

another phone call and tried to  shared that I had this really remarkable dream… my dad was in it…. at my home… he was reading the paper and he had bought me a
German Sheppard dog for Christmas….  instead of the usual chit chat about how much we missed our German Sheppard from Germany… or anything nice to say… i got a rude comment  telling me that no i will not be getting a German Sheppard for Christmas… and that if i go out and get a job that maybe i could get an apartment and someday afford a dog….So not only did this idiot not even know where i live.. what my dad would ever do for me…or that i worked two entire years without a paycheck for A TENDER LOVING CARE SERVICE and A TLC PREP  or know that i am the real authentic daughter…. born from  the very womb of Marion Gregory Ziska  and the Assistant Director of the Company….

I know one of the babysitter Andrea her husband used to yell at her to get a job… at least that what she mentioned while we were all sitting at the Hyatt for a financial group…. but then i also know that there was some horrible girl who really made me cry while i was babysitting for a family in bay colony… and the only reason i am probably getting this job is because they weren’t able to steal it yet…. ( ie they didn’t have the name of the parents… had stolen any of the files… or played more of their very manipulative and horrible tricks to steal a business…..

so i guess i should mention… that because of whomever has been stealing jobs… i have had to live off barely anything… which has never happened in my life… never have i had to learn that if you buy a whole milk you can make it last longer if you water it down… or figure out if you can keep using a razor…. or find out that soup that i had bought for hurricane supplies… didn’t taste that bad when expired…. ugg… some of the “lessons” i got to learn over these past 7 years… Ugg…….. Of course it would have been great fun to have learned something wonderful….helpful and actually useful….. useful in normal circumstances……. not useful if trying to survive   in a war or through the apocalypse….  never in my wildest nightmares would i have ever imagined that  some horrible woman or girls….or can it be traced all the way back to that Brooklyn new york criminal… ….  that thee slimy and selfish and manipulative people would go to such lengths to steal and actually would ruin a business that my mom worked so hard to not only create but to maintain…. 

it just makes me sick to my stomachl……. AND MAKES MY HEART ACTUALLY HURT….  to be talked to in such a manner is nothing short of failing as my mother….manipulating my life….. my family relationships and putting horrible substitutes… just makes me cry… I loved my mother… my sisters and my real genuine friends….and i know they loved me…

it makes me wonder how long these manipulative people have been stealing my blessings, my life… my dreams for my future…  could it be as long as far back as the first phone call i got from my dad telling  me i could have the Mercedes…. then another but probably fake phone call….  telling me he wanted 5,000.00 dollars for it?… or as far back as when my mom was going to get me a ticket to go visit my boyfriend from college in Australia…. then of course the second phone call  and me ending up paying for it myself?    
its like i mentioned in the blog for www. mysearchforjustice.com  that on this same phone i had some conartist  tell me they wanted  what was it again?….. 7-8 thousands dollars for  a nanny  cam? or for a German Sheppard?…. or 15,000 for the nanny cam or the German Sheppard….

These  freaks even talk out loud…. like they are answering someone….. talking as if there was a bug in their ear or something….   saying things like “i hope she’s got some money”…. or even one night… i guess some guy was talking as if he was judging my value or worth…and even said …( out loud as if I was a slave to be bought or sold to others….)  THIS ONE WORKS>&gt
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To be honest it is like being kidnapped and only allowed to speak to these very freakish captors…. who are allowed to do anything to your life without any repercussions for their actions.. as if they are not ever held responsible for the tears they make anyone cry…. or responsible for the theft… or for  bulling or trespassing….. they are allowed to demote your entire life and existence…. with blatant lies and horrible stories…. when i say these have been the worst years of my life i am not in the lest bit exaggerating….. so again i pray for protection from all these horrible and evil, selfish, manipulative, people…. that GOD himself can’t even seem to get out of my life…. nor can the police seem to get out of my life… even though i pray for the guards at my guard gate and for the police force here in Naples Florida..the honest and real  police who not only protect and serve or community…. but who take their vow to protect and serve and do just that…… stop criminals and protect and serve…… 

Its just soooooooooooo lonely to never talk to anyone …. due to a bunch of bullies on the phone….. and con-artists… and criminals…..or just even some messed up weird or freaky individuals…. I know  who my friends and family they were…. and  they were and are  nice, normal, funny and great! …..  some days i feel that i haven’t talked to them in 7-8 years….. and i miss them dreadfully…… Gosh… there is no way i can get back that time… or that level of trust…. that disgusting fat italian gerard ahler and the martucci family and karen kahel… ruined sooo much…. and ruined a perfectly great day….  i hate those sick psycho freaks….. who are allowed to mess up normal and happy lives for their own selfish amusement….

Can I also mention…. I know there is supposed to be this lady who is supposed to be having a business similar…… right?   its weird I’ve seen the same white BMW leaving the Hyatt a few times when i went to babysit…. and one time was for a family name Lee… but i don’t think that is who i actually babysat for…especially since it was one of those nights i was called in from 10pm until 2am…. also happened a few times at another  hotel…

I think i mentioned in the www. mysearchforjustice.com    about babysitting for this family at Valassari…. this Italian family from Boston…. ( surprisingly that is where gerard’s friend was from  the one in Marco …. anyway….  someone really wanted me out of my house…. even to the extent of calling the police to make sure i was awake and out of  my house….yes something very stinky and fishy… and smelly and what else… ucky…

 but….   there was some guy in a white Cadillac that had a luncheon to go to… with i guess a bridal prospect… or just one of the  ” whore to door service girls”… ( at least that is what i call them)… when my old roommate  would  go “running  or biking… or walking. or what ever  around 10ish pm…. . i thought of it as “changing of the guards”… and then came up with the “whore to door service girl” label…  at 10pm…  if i was else where….. and I would leave my friends home…. I  would leave from playing  cards sometimes  i could usually see a girl driving up…. HA! I i knew it was one of the” whore to door service girls” …. showing up for their” nightly” visits…….

So i know for a while a the babysitting was so that I would be out of the way…. If that isn’t manipulative and probably criminal( with all that they did  to my home, possessions, and to my life…. ) i don’t know what  is…. i guess the con artist girls who are pretending that my condo is their home… or( worse yet… )  if they really are stealing my identity and going as far as impersonating me or using my identity
( which is illegal).... anyway you look at it….while breaking and entering… also illegal….
and here i go crying again… this sucks…. these years have sucked!…. i am still not forgiving these  girls and their stupid selfish and manipulative and criminal behavior… go ruin someone Else’s life for a while…. you already ruined mine…..

and no there  is nothing wrong with me……. just been picked on…. made fun  of….been the brunt of more than a few unfunny jokes…  used…., stolen from…. and basically every part of my life ruined because of one disgusting italian scummmmm and what ever “whore to door service girl” he is with now…. did i mention when i first met him he wanted to “set me up” in a business…. a cash business of course… he was still trying to convince me he was this gangster….  UCK!  I had no idea that when he saw my business he just wanted to steal it and my mother’s business…. to give to someone else… UGGGGG……and harmed 7 years of my life…. 

 so instead of the horrible lessons i got to experience these past years…. maybe ….feeling  loved and happy and having my  great family and friends would have really been refreshing and nice….  ….  How can you put back a piece of a soul?  …..

believe it or not… i had some really happy and funny and wonderful conversations  when i had the phone number of (239-597-9699) ……and some really nice emails when i had the maryjziska@aol.com email…..  I used to be on the phone….  had fun plans, friends…  all the time….  before psycho and the band of horrible goons…. got a hold of my life …..