Wednesday march 16th 2011@ 12:22am( guess what?… i’m supposed to be engaged!)

yes you read correctly… i was checking my emails this evening.. a bit late but to my surprise i received an email  congratulating me.. on my engagement….. and letting me know the proper steps to  prepare for the great wedding…. all this  from peggy post… ( who is a kappa alpha theta like myself….and  in my alumni association here in naples….) and the emily post institute! …..

I just didn’t know whether  to laugh.. or to cry… so i did both! …. then i wrote this email to my old roommate.. who i think is still a friend… and i wondered.. another case of mistaken identity???? the same name.. in the same sorority…. or should i be worried again about identity theft… so will also put this email in  the my search for justice  blog as well…. shesh…. pretty bold if it is identity theft… to make sure that not only some of my sorority pictures were stolen… then also to make sure to get an announcement  for  my sorority…. i mean really bold…. ( of course i have a few other adjectives..HA! i could use… )  but will save those for private time in the car.. or in my home.. where all my frustrations  are allowed to come out…
 

Hi Scott…                                 Tuesday March 15th 2011

Did that get your attention?  HA! well the congrats announcement from  Emily post institute sure got my attention.. so not only did some little girl steal my sor. pictures… and my name.. and i guess my future husband( ha… ) i guess she is engaged.. will most likely be stealing all the presents i would ( like any of the other holidays… like my last b-day… and christmas… etc….)  be getting and all my friends  congrats… Sheesh… will this never end!  Iso hate wanna beeeeeeeeeeeessssss…but htis is worse.. its actually fraud… and theft…  adn  really…..idenity theft….. but it makes perfect sense since I am babysitting up a storm… I knew it was for weddings or engagements..parties… even just  regular spring break….usually it’s anything to KEEP me out of the way….( how sweet and thought ful..right?…..if they had anything to do  with it…that is exactly wht they have done in the past!…. but a lot of times it was to break into my home…. sheesh!  ) 

 

I have been thinking alot about the past…  when i was 18…. and left here after high school… to go to school in france.. i should have never come back… i woudln’t  have met gerard ahler… never been bullied.. never had to meet the  dreaded ohio state whore… i mean bully and trespasser… karen kahel… and i would  have been able to succeed and have a great life.. business  family children.. and never met any mean and horrid selfish people and the scummy criminals whove ruined everything….  wish i could go back and have done that….  even now i wish it…. that or a 10 million dollar  winning lottery ticket… 

 

babysat for some people and the one son looked a lot like you… you and your  look a likes.. you’d

better keep better  track of all of them….. sheesh…

 

anyway.. found  some great old cards from when my sisters and family and friends  knew i was alive…. and actually really loved and liked me… and along with pictures.. and all sorts of things… I  am missing a page (1) letter from a friend  i made while in cap d’ail…. from  the script writer friend i have… Beth Serlin….

do you thnk if i ran away now… that the little scummy imposter will just  keep on living my life?  It’s a shame that this entire town … allows it to happen….youthink someone would have morals.. values…and ethics… but what can you say about actores…i mean conartists.. i mean liars…cheats and thieves… and their “whore to door service girls”… I hope and pray that  there is a just god…  and stops all this soon…. no more lies.. no more manipulations… and no more stealing of my real life! and he better step in pretty quickly…    I’m really tired of it.. you know my life was jsut as valuable…. if not more … i was never fake!

 

I was going  to write this entire episode in my blog… www.mysearchfor justice.com my blog www.mygingerbreadman.com.. but i think i just may copy and paste this email that i am sending to you… its easier and its getting late…  and i still need to say my novena…   

If you hapen to run into any of my friends or family… please let them know.. i’m not getting married… no real dates for that matter…in …. forever…. please tell them to stop giving all my life… or hopes and dreams to all these fakes…  and please tell them…I really  really love them and miss them….thanks…. luv mary jean ziska 

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