So it is now Christmas eve…… the loneliest Christmas ever…I think when you have your sisters and mom and close friends that you used to talk with each and every day… the people who know your stories.. make you laugh.. all the genuine friends… i think that when they are not in your life… especially at the holidays.. like this Christmas… wow.. there is just this big whole in your heart and soul…. and it aches..
Did you ever feel like you are speaking to the wrong family???? I mean somebody else’s family…. probably isn’t bad… ( but wait maybe they could be pretty bad….. better rephrase that.. ) maybe the way you grew up within your family…when you had a great childhood…you just miss the hugs the jokes….. the talks.. the laughter.. the niceness… and the holiday traditions.. anyway….. i just miss it all…
ever feel like someone think they know you if they see a snap shot of your life? well one snap hot is not the entire picture.. and definitely not enough to know someone….not really know anything about them…
anyway… merry christmas ….. luv mary jean ziska